About Me


My name is Nicholas but you can call me Nick, Hal, or Equius. I have ADHD, OCD, Dyslexia, PTSD, and Social Anxiety. (All Diagnosed) I have a special interest in technology, space, sci-fi/tech-noir, indie horror games, obscure pieces of fictional horror media (ARGs/analog horror), dark science/history, true crime, and MSPFAs. My homestuck classpect is Rouge of Space with a derse lunar sway. My time zone is eastern-standard time. All my art is made on Clip Studio Paint. Friend requests and DMs are always welcomed unless my status says otherwise.

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Interests


Purpleverse/Scopophobia Studios, Studio Investigrave, Sally Face, Franbow, Tally Hall, Chonny Jash, Vast Error, Snowbound Blood, Thauma Trope, Voidbound, Aleph Null, Crossmound, Welcome to Doomtlis, Hackbent, Out of Control, Homestuck, Hiveswap, Left 4 Dead Stuck, Dayshift at Freddys, Indie horror games, Don't Starve, Breaking Bad, Eddsworld, Metal Gear Solid, Half Life, HLVRAI, ARGs, Petscop, Insane Clown Posse, Juggalos/Clowns, Object Shows, Ranfren, Endzone, Law of Talos, Bigtop Burger, Pokemon, Assassins Creed, Final Fantasy, Call of Duty, Dark Deception, Undertale/Deltarune & AUs, Robotics/Programming, DDR/Rhythm Games, Beat Saber, Arcade Cabinets, South Park, Rick and Morty, Solar Opposites, Moral Orel, Hellpark, Murder Drones, EverymanHybrid, Madness Combat, Tankmen, Cry of Fear, Afraid of Monsters, Invader Zim, Clone High, The Amazing Digital Circus, Good Omens, The Magnus Archives, The Mandela Catalog, Among Us, Fionna & Cake, Cookie Run, Dialtown, The Walten Files, Happy Meat Farms, 8:11, Night in the Woods, Metalocalypse, Faith: The Unholy Trinity, Lobotomy Corporation, Hands Up!, Ena, Gorillaz, FNAF, SCP, Billie Bust Up, Jacksepticeye/Markiplier Alter Egos/ALTRverse, Scott Pilgrim, Saw, The Stanley Parable, Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney, Trigun/Trigun Stampede, Spooky Month, Captain Laserhawk, Camp Camp, Portal, Regretevator, Sam & Max, Bad End Theater, Reanimator, Run With Scissors, Ramshackle, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Salad Fingers, Mystery Skulls Animated, Sludge Brothers, Monkey Wrench, SMG4, Dolleye, Resident Evil, Friday Night Funkin', Yaelokre, Super Jail, ROTTMNT, Lego Monkey Kid

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Finn

I'm so lucky to have such an amazing guy as my boyfriend. You take the time to listen to me and actually make me feel cared about. I love waking up and getting to talk to you everyday. Thank you for always supporting me and putting up with my Murrit kinnie bullshit. I love you /r
< 01.08.23 3

Romeo

AHHH I LOVE YOU MY LITTLEST HUSBAND. Gloom you are the BEST meowrail a guy could ever ask for. You're so kind and caring. I hope you think you're as pretty as I do. I'm so happy I got to spend these past few year with you.
I love you /p :]
< 10.22.22 >

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Jester

Jester, you're probably one if not my bestest online friend. I'm so lucky to have you in my life, as well as Levi. I don't know where I'd be without the both of you. I wish you believed in yourself more and saw you for the amazing person I see you as. You're so fucking cool and unbelievably strong for putting up with constant bullshit. I don't know what I deserved to have such an amazing clownie. :o)

Mugsie

Mugsie you are genuinely one of the silliest people I know. You make me feel comfortable being myself and I love getting to spend time with you and having someone to talk too as much as we do. I love you a lot dude and I'm happy you're in my life. :]
< 2.7.24 3

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Tavros

You are the silliest billy ever Tav!!! You always make me smile with your silly antics and without you I wouldn't have gotten to become friends with Zom and talk to everyone else in the server. You are so caring and always thinking of other people, but remember to take care of yourself too. You deserve so much love Tav and there's so many people out there who love you, don't forget that.

Gamzee

This goes for Gamzee and the rest of the system. You guys mean so much to me and I wish we got to talk more often. Wish I had more things to say or confident enough to initiate something we could do together. I love getting to talk to you and you are genuinely so funny. I love how you think my dumb jokes are the funniest shit. I'm sorry for almost killing you constantly, asthma boy <//3 I love you /p

Dave

Dave you have always tried your best to make sure I was taking care of myself and it means a lot to me. I enjoy listening to you talk about the things going on in your life and letting me be apart of it. Even if it is you talking about how tried you are at work, I still love your company. Also thanks for talking to me at abysmal hours of the night. I love you /p

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DNI


  • endogenic/tulpa "systems" or supporters

  • anti furry

  • anti fictionkin

  • xeno/transphobic

  • transmed

  • anti-semetic/neo-nazi

  • ablist/racist

  • pro/comshipper

  • beastality/yiffer

  • if you think fiction doesn't affect reality

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BYF


  • Tone tags are not needed, but I may ask on occasion.

  • Sexual jokes/flirting is fine but only in a joking sense.

  • I use a lot of slang/lingo, ask for a translation if you need it.

  • I'm a heavy curser and use slurs I can reclaim. If you're not comfortable with that please tell me.